CONFESSION

Hi readers, i'm in a great disgraceful situation where i dnt find a proper place to hide my face due to failure of performing well in the entrance-exams. Everyone of my family n neighbors hoped me to excel n d exams n join a nice universities like IITs n NITs. But nothing so happened, even though i tried my best but couldnt work out with it properly.

Today i won't lie a single thing. After my so called grand succes in class 10th of 93.6 made me blind dat i can do wat ever i want. Ya this is true unless i work out properly. I was given oppertunities to do everything that i wasnt able in 10th class. From home i got a bike n mobile phones n in school responsibility of leader n along with that enjoying life with friends more. All the above were enjoyable but i never thought that these things will bring nightmares to my life which will last forever. Days past n i was floating in my dreams with expectations as my boat. Days passed inspite of poor results in 11th unit tests, i was in a hope to do well next time. But with this i completed my 11th class wit 67%. Then i decided not to go coaching centre n study at my own, but i was went to coaching inst bcz i was compel by my father; which later on helped me a lot. Due to the influence of my friends i got a habbit of eating outside stuff n enjoy it.

From the very begining of 12th class i worked harder with a hope that i can crack IIT-JEE or at least AIEEE. Then my hard work continues but unfortunately i was weak in 11th class so while appearing full exams conducted ny coaching institutes i wasn't able to score well n bcz of that i was losing my self confidence on my own ,which was the greatest mistake of mine. Now after losing self confidence wat ever i tried it all went opposite of my expectation. In mid october 2010 due to excessive eat i got ring worms in my stomach n which made me not to attend the whole 2nd preboard n made me ill for a month. With such long gap i wasn't able to study proficiently.

Later on while in d month of january 2011, i was in an ambigious situation bcz wen i go for coaching class i feel like, i should prepare for entrance exam which include 11th class n when i return home it made me feel like that i should prepare for board exam which includes only 12th course. With this in the end i was struck between two boats where one leg is on one boat n d other leg on d other ...

Finally within few months my expectation all fragmented like burnt paper ass n finally my life is totally sucked up. I myself is responsible for this.... With this i would like to say that never float on your small achievements because there are lots to conquer.

Goodbye