THIS BLOG- How n Why?

Hi readers this is my experience in making this blog and the dream behind this. I am now 12th grade passed out student who has secured 77.4% in the 12th board exam.

Some day my bro got me the social network film… I watched the movie, while watching I was astonished that a so young university student can do such wonders with just typing in the computer??? It was really awesome whenever I see the movie because every time it put me in the world of in which I see that I will be someday be like that genius guy….

Ummm I know that dreams sounds crazy that’s why no one knew about it earlier, but now its between you and me. Then someday I was surfing out the internet n thought of making a website of my own such that I will be able to give projects n assignment stuff to all our juniors n all. So one day I sat in my laptop n made the site www.kv1bbsrstd.page4.me, It was very difficult to make this site good enough for visiting by the peoples, so I was somewhat frustrated with it. Days passed n I said about the site to my fellow mates about the site that I had made of my own and their responses was not satisfactory for me… then after some days My friend Alankrit said that he had opened up a blog named “Astrix PVT.LTD” with address www.astrix4you.blogspot.com n he has sent me an invitation to my mail to join it…then I opened up my account then I found a mail from blogger regarding the blog invitation, then I accepted it n it took me to my Dashboard. I was having the power of administrator doing whatever I can with the website. It was most probably 29^th December 2010… Then it was my it was my first step to my dreams to be fulfilled, then I started learning about the blogging n all, about all the gadgets that can be installed in my website…. Initially we added another very good friend of mine that is Shubhankar Biswal… He at first posted some of the photos that he had got of some places.

Sorry sorry I forgot to say how was the name Astrix name came from… Actually in the 12^th class we were given a project to do about employee management in computer science, then we means Alankrit, Shubhankar, Abinash n me formed a group for making this project… Then for making a database first of all we needed to have a name of it, then I suggested it as ASTRIX PVT.LTD as the word astrix sounds me great… then from that day we all four started considering us as the astrix group… That’s why the blog’s name it ASTRIX PVT. LTD…

Initially we wanted to make the blog attractive n perfect for everyone, for that reason we placed all the gadgets to the blog, but later on we found that it was all for the advertisement purpose by the gadget provider so we dropped out all the gadgets from the blog n made it clean as possible… Then it was for us to make something big… For that reason we opened many pages providing one touch downloads to the movies n then songs that we had put over… the movies links were all of torrent such that everyone can download it very easily… Then I thought of making the work of juniors easier regarding the projects of computer science… For that reason a new web page named “PROJECT LINKS” was made such that we can provide all the files, it were all uploaded from my computer to the internet… Then it gradually got popularity among the classmates n among the juniors of class 11…

ASTRIX reached the initial mark of 1000 page overviews on 26^th January 2011 n It was really an awesome moment for all of the members… On 28^th of January it completed its first month in the internet….

The blog has been seen by people from all round the world n as we say that we will provide the best to all our readers we tried to do much more work… But unfortunately on 9^th Feb 2011, Google sent me a message that the blog has been noticed of providing links without the prior permission of the company… So after that we got scared and deleted two of our pages “Movies corner” and “Muzzic Corner”. It was quite depressing to shut down two important section of the blog… Then we decided to get rid of the company claims, so we decided to make our own arrangement to provide the stuff easily to all our reader, so for that reason, i decided to have free file hosting with a web site named www.verzend.be.

After some days I started learning HTML from www.w3schools.com , which was truly amazing and gave me lots of experience in making a website properly. Then after HTML it came the turn for CSS and java script, It was a very exciting to work out.

Now days I am putting my personal experience with you all so that you all can learn from the mistakes that I had committed and pain I got.

Now i want everyone come and share your feeling with all over the world. Mail me at abhishek.pilu@gmail.com and I l send you request for membership and post what you feel n what you think and what u aim.

Thank you…

CONFESSION

Hi readers, i'm in a great disgraceful situation where i dnt find a proper place to hide my face due to failure of performing well in the entrance-exams. Everyone of my family n neighbors hoped me to excel n d exams n join a nice universities like IITs n NITs. But nothing so happened, even though i tried my best but couldnt work out with it properly.

Today i won't lie a single thing. After my so called grand succes in class 10th of 93.6 made me blind dat i can do wat ever i want. Ya this is true unless i work out properly. I was given oppertunities to do everything that i wasnt able in 10th class. From home i got a bike n mobile phones n in school responsibility of leader n along with that enjoying life with friends more. All the above were enjoyable but i never thought that these things will bring nightmares to my life which will last forever. Days past n i was floating in my dreams with expectations as my boat. Days passed inspite of poor results in 11th unit tests, i was in a hope to do well next time. But with this i completed my 11th class wit 67%. Then i decided not to go coaching centre n study at my own, but i was went to coaching inst bcz i was compel by my father; which later on helped me a lot. Due to the influence of my friends i got a habbit of eating outside stuff n enjoy it.

From the very begining of 12th class i worked harder with a hope that i can crack IIT-JEE or at least AIEEE. Then my hard work continues but unfortunately i was weak in 11th class so while appearing full exams conducted ny coaching institutes i wasn't able to score well n bcz of that i was losing my self confidence on my own ,which was the greatest mistake of mine. Now after losing self confidence wat ever i tried it all went opposite of my expectation. In mid october 2010 due to excessive eat i got ring worms in my stomach n which made me not to attend the whole 2nd preboard n made me ill for a month. With such long gap i wasn't able to study proficiently.

Later on while in d month of january 2011, i was in an ambigious situation bcz wen i go for coaching class i feel like, i should prepare for entrance exam which include 11th class n when i return home it made me feel like that i should prepare for board exam which includes only 12th course. With this in the end i was struck between two boats where one leg is on one boat n d other leg on d other ...

Finally within few months my expectation all fragmented like burnt paper ass n finally my life is totally sucked up. I myself is responsible for this.... With this i would like to say that never float on your small achievements because there are lots to conquer.

Goodbye

The Unspoken Truth of this World

Hi, friends many times, sorry its better to say thousands of times it so happens that we can't express our emotions n pain before any body; It also happens that even though its necessary to express but we don't, due to complexion within our mind. Sometimes we feel that a work seems to be good enough to do but sometimes we feel its not. It so happens due to instability of our mind. And this type of thinking leads us to downfall. Here are some unspoken truths of this world.

TRUTH No.1: Communicating skills matters more than knowledge

Let me tell you, those persons who are shy n they hardly express what they think suffers the most in this world. This world salutes those who have the capability to put their ideas before others in a presentable way. The days are gone when people with knowledge were rich n respectable, but now its the age of making people influence by your communicating skills. Let me give an example, one of my bro's friend who was studying in KIIT university didn't get a job after his completion of B-tech even though he got 9.1(=91%) in CGPI. He suffered because he was poor in communicating skills. Now this world demands your quick manipulation not the book work.

TRUTH NO.2: NO PLACE FOR HUMANITY

With the advancement of technology the term humanity is also being demolished my the machine like working humans. Now no one cares about the others, even if a neighbor dies out of gun fire but we pretend that nothing has happened. No one in this world wants to live for others rather to use them n throw them after work is complete, even if that person dies the predator human would come to his funeral for the free meal that would be provided.

Unlike earlier bollywood films a mother leaves her baby in the temple because she won't be able to nourish his due to poverty n some one else will adopt that child n make him grow, now days the person who finds a lonely child will pick him up n sell it for mere 1000s to the contractors who later on make that child as a laborer after some years or else sell his kidney n different other body parts.

I'm guess after few decades the word related to "HUMANITY" won't be there in the dictionary.


TRUTH 3: Love is all fake

Now there is a huge boom in the field of flirting n loving even in small towns of the developing countries, like India as well. It has gain the most popularity among the teenagers who thinks a simple attraction as true love but ultimately they didn't get any thing rather a sucked life where they have to fight for their survival.

Now days i guess people are having lots of sexual hormones, that why there is one physical contact in relations which hardly stays for 3 to 4 months n then a some one other. Many a time its happening that girls are holding up more than one boyfriends, each for a particular purpose.
recently in the local news channel it was there that a girl first marries with a boy n then after 6 months of marriage she takes away all the money n went away, after few days she again marries another guy n again looted n went away.

Currently love has become a business deal,Girl to the Boy: " If you love me then please buy me a gold ear ring n a necklace n ..." n ultimately some day that boy gets frustrated n leaves the girl n the girl commits suicide.

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Guys this much for now... bye